One of the sermons I gave during our church's month long celebration of our 50th Anniversary.

Gen 12:1-9
Now the Lord said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you. 2I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you, and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. 3I will bless those who bless you, and the one who curses you I will curse; and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.”
4So Abram went, as the Lord had told him; and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he departed from Haran.5Abram took his wife Sarai and his brother’s son Lot, and all the possessions that they had gathered, and the persons whom they had acquired in Haran; and they set forth to go to the land of Canaan. When they had come to the land of Canaan,
6Abram passed through the land to the place at Shechem, to the oak of Moreh. At that time the Canaanites were in the land. 7Then the Lordappeared to Abram, and said, “To your offspring I will give this land.” So he built there an altar to the Lord, who had appeared to him. 8From there he moved on to the hill country on the east of Bethel, and pitched his tent, with Bethel on the west and Ai on the east; and there he built an altar to the Lord and invoked the name of the Lord. 9And Abram journeyed on by stages toward the Negeb.


Today's theme is “No Place like HOME.”  As I reflected on that theme, clearly the concept of “home” was very important.  What do we mean when we say home?  Well, some would say home is where the heart is.  Emily Dickens say that home is “where thou art.”  The contemporary Christian author Kathleen Norris says, that the other name for home is peace.  Billy Graham, however, gave the answer that (not surprisingly) probably most closely reflects an biblical understanding of home.  He said, “My home is in Heaven.  I'm just traveling through this world.”

Well, as I thought about the different ways we each may define home, I thought it might be wise to turn to the Bible to understand what it has to say about home.

Now the first text I turned to  wasn't the one we read today, arriving there was a sort of journey of it's own.  The first text I turned to was from the Gospel of Luke.  I wanted to look at what Jesus had to say about home.  The first scripture I looked at was  when Jesus returns to his home as an adult and reads from Isaiah in the synagogue.  Jesus, the son of God, proclaims that in the reading of the words from Isaiah that say, “He has sent me to proclaim release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go free, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor,” - he says in the reading of those words the have been fulfilled.

Well this was his hometown, so you'd expect a reasonably warm reception – right? Only that's not what happened.  The crowd became increasingly agitated, which leads Jesus to basically say, “you can never go home again.” (OK, I might be paraphrasing).  At which point those who knew him as a child chased him out of town and tried to run him off a cliff.  You can never go home again.

I suspect that this, in part, is what led Jesus (just a few chapters later) to say, “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.”  Even more interesting is what Jesus was responding to when he said this.  You see someone was wanting to follow Jesus and that was the answer he received.  Furthermore, the poor guy says, “OK, but let me go bury my father.” Jesus says, “let the dead bury the dead.”  Then the guys says, “at least let me say farewell to those at home.”  And Jesus says, “No one who puts a hand to plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.”

At first that seems like a rather cryptic exchange,  but the more I read it, the more a very clear theme came out of it and ultimately it is how we ended up reading the Abrahamic call story for today's scripture.

Jesus' early experience with trying to return home sent him packing.  As a matter of fact, his earliest memories were probably not of Jerusalem but of Egypt.  You see, Jesus probably spent his first Christmas in Egypt.  Because Joseph was warned by the magi and then directed by an angel, Jesus probably spent the better part of the beginning of his life traveling to Egypt.  His first home was a journey.

Then when he tries to return as an adult to his home town, he get's run out of town.  For him, maybe home is not always where the heart is – maybe, you can never go home again.

So, a few chapters later when someone ask to follow him, Jesus give him some hard truths about what being a follower of his is like.  There is not place to lay your head.  We do not settle down and get comfortable for long.  Then the guy's immediate reaction is to want to tie things up at home.  And Jesus says, the past is the past – let the dead bury the dead.  You can not plow a field looking backwards.  

For me, all of a sudden, placed within the context of his life, what Jesus is saying seems a little less than cryptic.  He's simply saying, being a follower of Jesus means moving forward.  Being in a relationship with Jesus means being on a journey.  In many ways it was simply the life he knew.  He had essentially said, you can never go home again.  But I think time had taught him it was a little more involved that that.

Maya Angelou says, “You can never go home again, but the truth is you can never leave home, so it's all right.”  Combine that with Emily Dickens' thought that home is “where thou art,” and I think Jesus' response to this man is to say, “If you are to be my disciple, you have to have a new understanding of home.  Home isn't the history, home is the journey.”

Well, that insight led me to consider Moses.  After all, one of the key things Jesus' family's flight to Egypt does is tie him to Moses.  Moses came out of Egypt to free the Jews, Jesus will come out of Egypt and free Jews and Gentiles alike – free the world.

And that's when it hit me, home for the Israelites fleeing from the Pharaoh for 40 years was also a journey.  It wasn't always a journey they wanted to be on, but the journey (for 40 years) was their home none-the-less.

For that matter David spent much of his life journeying first from the countryside to the king's side and then when Saul saw that David would succeed him, David's home was on the run from Saul's wrath, spending years journeying from cave to cave in enemy territory while also journeying in his relationship with the very God whom he understood to have forced this journey upon him.  It would seem that even for David, who wrote so many of the Psalms to God, journeying with God did not always lead him were he wanted to go.

Throughout the old testament prophet after prophet, in an effort to be good followers of God, find themselves unwelcome in hometowns and other places and find themselves on the move in order to follow God.

From the New Testament, we've already mentioned Jesus, but let us not forget Paul who spent his life on no fewer than four journeys as he chased the will of God.  He found himself everywhere from Damascus to Antioch, Cyprus and Philippi, Corinth, Ephesus, Jerusalem, Caesarea and even Rome.

Clearly following God means being on a journey.  Which is what brought me back to the Abrahamic call story, because it is the foundational biblical journey story.  God tells Abram.  Go.  Go from your land.  Go from your birthplace.  Leave your father's house, where he is buried.  (You should hear echoes of Jesus saying, “let the dead bury the dead – you can't plow looking back.”)

God takes it a step further basically saying, “Head thata' way.  Not telling you where you are going.  You are on a Journey with me.  But I will tell you, it will be a blessing when you get there.”  So, for Abram, and his family, home (home with God) was a journey.  Over and over again Abram literally “pulled up his stakes” and and left what was home behind.  And as is the case with journeys, it meant change.  For Abram his whole identity changed, even his name changed.

Much like our church's founders who 50 years ago stepped out on faith and started a new journey, a new church...., as people of faith, we too are called to take a journey.  Sometimes we may only know which direction we’re going, or that God has called us to leave what has been familiar, comfortable, and known for “the land that God will show us.”  Biblically we can see that obedience, listening, worshiping, selflessness, and remaining open to new understandings of God can turn all sorts of experiences and efforts into Abram-type pilgrimages.  We may be out of our comfort zones and in places where we feel out of our depth, but God calls us to go anyway, toward an unknown future.

When the people of Israel left Egypt, it took them forty years to finally enter the land of Canaan.  Only two people who actually left Egypt were still living to enter the promised land.  That trip could have been made in two weeks, but there was a lot of spiritual formation that needed those years “on the journey.”

In many ways, this is the kind of journey we have been on these last few years as a congregation.  Over our history, our journey with God has taken us to many wonderful and exciting places.  It has also (like with the Israelites, David and others) has taken us places we either didn't want to go or never imagined going.  

Most recently, our journey has taken us away from a lot of things that have traditionally been considered essential for a church.  We have found ourselves outside of our comfort zone with what the worship space sometimes looks like, with what we do in worship, with new church activities, with our view of pastoral ministry, with how we connect with the community in which God planted us and in many other ways.

Even now, we don’t know just where we will end up, or whether we will ever reach our destination – whether one day again Vandalia will be a vital, and growing congregation.  But it’s not whether or when we get there that is the important thing – the important thing is how we make the journey.

It’s the pilgrimage, the journey, that is important, not reaching the destination.  It’s the journey that is our home, not the destination.  God calls us not to a final destination but to make a pilgrimage that involves obedience, listening, worshiping, selflessness, and remaining open to new understandings of God.  These are the qualities that can make all of our journeys and changes of direction into spiritual pilgrimages.

Billy Graham once said, “My home is in Heaven.  I'm just traveling through this world.”  Indeed, there is no place like home, when the journey with God is our home.
 
 
Matthew 9:35-10:8
Then Jesus went about all the cities and villages, teaching in their synagogues, and proclaiming the good news of the kingdom, and curing every disease and every sickness. 36When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. 37Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few; 38therefore ask the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into his harvest.”

10:1Then Jesus summoned his twelve disciples and gave them authority over unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to cure every disease and every sickness. 2These are the names of the twelve apostles: first, Simon, also known as Peter, and his brother Andrew; James son of Zebedee, and his brother John; 3Philip and Bartholomew; Thomas and Matthew the tax collector; James son of Alphaeus, and Thaddaeus; 4Simon the Cananaean, and Judas Iscariot, the one who betrayed him.

5These twelve Jesus sent out with the following instructions: “Go nowhere among the Gentiles, and enter no town of the Samaritans, 6but go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. 7As you go, proclaim the good news, ‘The kingdom of heaven has come near.’ 8Cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons. You received without payment; give without payment.




Has your Christianity affected your pockets? That's the question John Wesley would sometimes ask about churches he would visit. Has your Christianity affected your pockets?

Yes, today's message is about “stewardship.” I will pause here for all of you who might feel the need to groan or roll your eyes.  Look, this is not a lot of fun from this side of the lectern either.  It is hard enough to get people to listen to you talk non-stop for 15 to 20 minutes, but when you start talking about things they don't want to hear...well, it is much, much more difficult.

So, here's what I'm going to do: I promise to tell a lot of stories (some old some new) and I'll keep it relatively short and hopefully focused.

There once was a Sunday School Teacher asked her eager students if they would give $1,000,000 to the missionaries. “YES!” they all screamed!! “Would you give $1,000?” Again they shouted “YES!” “How about $100?” “Oh, YES we would!” they all agreed!! “Would you give just a dollar to the missionaries?” she asked. They all exclaimed “YES!” just as before except for little Johnnie.  “Johnnie,” the teacher said as she noticed the boy clutching his pocket, “why didn’t you say 'YES’ this time?” “Well,” he stammered, “I actually HAVE a dollar.”

Now that may be funny and you might be tempted to dismiss it's point because it is in a joke and isn't really true, you know, in REAL life, but it's not just a point that only shows up in funny stories, it shows up in real life.

Leighton Farrell was the minister of Highland Park Church in Dallas for many years. He tells of a man in the church who once made a covenant with a former pastor to tithe ten percent of their income every year. They were both young and neither of them had much money. But things changed. The layman tithed one thousand dollars the year he earned ten thousand, ten thousand dollars the year he earned one-hundred thousand, and one- hundred thousand dollars the year he earned one million. But the year he earned six million dollars he just could not bring himself to write out that check for six-hundred thousand dollars to the Church. 

He telephoned the minister, long since having moved to another church, and asked to see him. Walking into the pastor’s office the man begged to be let out of the covenant, saying, "This tithing business has to stop. It was fine when my tithe was one thousand dollars, but I just cannot afford six-hundred thousand dollars. You’ve got to do something, Reverend!" The pastor knelt on the floor and prayed silently for a long time. Eventually the man said, "What are you doing? Are you praying that God will let me out of the covenant to tithe?" "No," said the minister. "I am praying for God to reduce your income back to the level where one thousand dollars will be your tithe!"

Stewardship means “taking care of.” In the context of the church we understand it as “taking care of the gifts God gives us” or more specifically, “taking care of the gifts that we are watching over for God.” You see, in the church we recognize that what we have is not by our doings, it is by the grace of God.  Or as today's text says, “God has given to us without us giving God anything – without payment.” Some translations say, God has given to us “freely.” The original Greek is something more like God has given to us “gratuitously.”

In the remainder of that part of this verse Jesus tells the disciples to give. It is clear from the language and the context, that he is taking about their talent, their time, their valuables – basically, give of yourself.  Further more, he uses the same language here: gratuitously. So, a better translation may be, “You have been given to gratuitously, so give gratuitously.”

Do you give gratuitously? Has your Christianity affected your pockets?

Tony Campolo tells of being invited to speak at a ladies meeting. There were 300 women there. Before he spoke the president of the organization read a letter from a missionary. It was a very moving letter.  In the letter the missionary expressed a need for $4,000 to take care of an emergency that had cropped up. So the president of the organization said, "We need to pray that God will provide the resources to meet the need of this missionary. Brother Campolo will you please pray for us?" 

Tony Campolo, who is very outspoken said, "No."  Startled, she said, "I beg your pardon."  He said, "No, I won’t pray for that." He said, "I believe that God has already provided the resources and that all we need to do is give. Tell you what I’m going to do. I’m going to step up to this table and give every bit of cash I have in my pocket.  And if all of you will do the same thing, I think God has already provided the resources." 

The president of the organization chuckled a little bit and said, "Well, I guess we get the point. He is trying to teach us that we all need to give sacrificially."  He said, "No, that is not what I am trying to teach you. I’m trying to teach you that God has already provided for this missionary. All we need to do is give it. Here, I’m going to put down all of my money I have with me."  He wrote, "I only had $15 in my pocket so I wasn’t too worried about that." So he put down his $15 and then looked at the president of the organization. Reluctantly, she opened her purse and took out all of her money, which was about $40, and put it on the table.

One by one the rest of the ladies filed by and put their money on the table, too. When the money was counted they had collected more than $4,000."  Tony Campolo said, "Now, here’s the lesson. God always supplies for our needs, & he supplied for this missionary, too. The only problem was we were keeping it for ourselves.  Now let’s pray & thank God for His [sic] provision." 

We don’t own any the “things” in our lives.  They are gifts given gratuitously from God and we are only stewards.  They are things for this life and not the next and we are stewards of them - acting on God’s behalf in this world, in hopes that God’s will might be done on earth as it is in heaven – in hopes that we might be lucky enough to experience the kingdom come on earth.

Just as God has given gratuitously to us, God encourages us to be gratuitous givers.  God looks to us to give not for recognition, but as a response to God's love for us.  We have already been given the greatest gift that we will ever receive.  “No greater love as anyone than this, that they lay down their life for their friends.”  Jesus gave his life for us, so that we may have the life of eternity.  Jesus gave his life for us, so that we may experience an abundant love beyond compare.  Jesus gave his life for us, so that we may feel a deep joy that pervades all our relationships.   Jesus gave gratuitously.

We are tempted when stewardship season comes around to say, "How much are we supposed to give?  How much are we supposed to hand over?"  And we must realize that that's the wrong question.  Look at it this way, if you opened an account with a stock broker, wouldn't  you be surprised, maybe even upset, if the broker asked you how much of the account he or she was supposed to manage?  Of course you would be surprised; because your expectation is that they would manage all of it in your interest.  It is the same with God.  Would Jesus say that we are to love God with all of our heart, all of our soul, all of our mind, and 2% of our income?  I doubt it.  Give to God gratuitously.

On World Communion Sunday, the concept of “giving of yourself” is raised to a level few humans achieve – but we are all called to try.  We must ask ourselves, as painful as the questions may be and as painful as the answer may be, has my Christianity affected my pockets?

The good news is we can count on God. What we must remember is God is counting on us.